Sunday, January 25, 2009

what to do...

what do you do when it's almost 2am in the morning and each tick of the bathroom clock reminds that you're just that much close to waking up to a morning you know won't make you happy? what do you do when the romance of life seems to twindle away? what do you do when you find that the people you were once able to turn to, or even talk to, when life doesn't seem right suddenly seem unapproachable? what do you do when look you at the past and realize it might've screwed up your future? what do you do when, no matter how much you don't want to admit it, you realize he was right all along and you really may have lost him for good this time? what do you do when a person from the past wants to make themselves the present, but they're the last person you want, and in fact, the one person you do want is not really there? what do you do when you constantly have the feeling of deprevation deep inside but you can't, no matter how much searching, find what it is? what do you do when you find yourself becoming a person you don't want to be? what do you do when jealousy starts to creep its way into your mind, and stays no matter how hard you fight it? what do you do when you want to tell someone that you feel ignored but don't want to, mainly because returned feelings would seem fake? what do you do?

smile...
and realize, life will be okay.

5 comments:

James Li said...

kimly what's tomorrow?
take care

johnpvee said...

we need to have some QT today, baby sis.

ms. tara said...

what do you do when you look at the past and realize it might've screwed up your future?


i don't know if i can smile to that. but i'll try. (:

Anonymous said...

im jealous of you kimly

shane said...

you know, after i shaved, i realized i have these lines near my mouth from smiling too much hahaha you'll be fine :]