it's time for me to accept things for the way they are. i know sometimes it won't make me very happy. and there will be times i'll be frustrated and want to cry. but, baby, that's life. worrying so much about things i really don't have control over will just make me miserable. it's useless misery. life will be life. and life will go on.
now this doesn't mean i should simply stop going after what iwant. it just means i need to realize some things are out of my hands. i can't change how a person feels or their every action. that's not how things work. let God take the load of stress off life and things should get better.