I feel helpless today.
When I was a kid, we were asked in religion class what we thought heaven was like. And that was one of those moments when you see the imaginations of youth run wild. Heaven was a place where there were big screens everywhere and people in all white with wings watched their favorite tv shows and no one ever missed their favorite cartoons. Or heaven was a place where you could have your favorite food every night for dinner and ice cream was always an option for dessert.
I still let my imagination run around a bit these days. Okay, a lot more than a bit..
And I can't help but wish for a place where all my questions can be answered. Will God let me ask any and all of the questions I've ever wondered in life? What if heaven could be a place where I could sit in front of this huge flat screen and watch all of my answered get answered in front of me? All night, questions floated around my mind, and I couldn't help but feel helpless knowing that I will most likely live the rest of my life never knowing the truth behind any answer.
I think am losing sight on what I am living each day for..
Enough nonsense. I'll blog something less depressing in a few.