Threadsence Lookbook!

Threadsence Lookbook!
I give up trying to make it look cool.. haha.

Secret (which may not be so secret): I love lace. All things lace. I always have, but more recently have embraced that love so much more. It's pretty obvious if you just glance at my closet. And after working where I do for a little over a year, how could I not also fall in love with anything covered in floral print?

So naturally, this lookbook now has a place in my heart. I am totally and completely being dramatic, but I do not care. This lookbook is amazing with some wonderful photography by Vu Bui and Mai Trinh.

Many people think that spending money and so much time on clothes is such a waste. But it's only a multi-billion dollar industry for a reason. It's a lifestyle, and in this case, it's quite the lacy lifestyle. Enjoy! :)

Nice

-Slept in til 1:30
-Watched a ton of TV
-Slept again for 2 hours
-Watched more TV

I love days off when I don't even have to change out of my PJ's or have any particular obligations. Most unproductive Monday EVER. It was pretty nice.

My song of the night

It's so freaking cute.

when I go

I've listened to this song about 9.76 times tonight

Okay, last one..

All I really, really want on Monday are those plain, simple red lollipops in the shape of hearts that used to be everywhere when I was a kid. They are so delicious.



I have looked in like 4 different stores including Ralphs and Target and can't find them anywhere. Sad day.. :(

The Illusionist

For some reason, I feel like people have been talking about The Illusionist a lot lately.
I finally saw it today. Pretty darn good, but I guessed the ending correctly. So my mind wasn't as blown as other people's were. I think I was mostly distracted when I couldn't figure out what movies I had seen Edward Norton and Rufus Sewell in. (The Italian Job and The Holiday)

Okay, I don't know why I am still up.
Gonna do some bouldering tomorrow. I am hoping my finger will stop hurting by then.

Goodnight, world.

I think that one of the things people are always in a search for is that little sense of reassurance. You go through life and find yourself hurt by others, whether it was intentional or not. Or, your own thoughts manage to betray you. So you search for that reassurance of knowing that everything will be okay in order to fight the insecurities that get bottled up inside. Fears. Doubts. Jealousies..

And the thing about your own insecurities is that they are damn near impossible to rid yourself of. If it was easy, then I wouldn't even be writing about them in the first place. Any third party can quickly say something like "Don't be jealous of that girl. She isn't nearly as pretty as you." or "Stop stressing, everything with work out just fine.." But all of your rationality left you long ago..

So what do you do? Call up a friend for a long talk or go visit someone you hadn't seen in a few days just to confirm that things are okay. And some nights, those phone conversations help. You can go to bed feeling much better, calmer. Other nights, you are left driving home with questions after question going unanswered with each red light you are stuck at.

Tonight, all I can do is hope and pray and let God take care of me. Tonight, I still feel pretty insecure.